OP, we've all been a new rider at some point. Yes, some people take to it more naturally than others. That is to be expected; we are all different. When I first started riding, stalling would bring me to tears and caused much frustration. Never thought I would get it. My advice, ignore the judgmental, unsympathetic, perfect riders on this forum. Find an experienced rider who you respect and trust. Have that person go with you to an empty parking lot and just practice, practice, practice. In time, you will get it. And one day, you will look back and smile, realizing how far you've come

Ride safe and good luck!