Hey, I bought an SV as my first big bike, now over a decade ago. First ride out I **** my pants, the second tipped it over... Thought I made a wrong decision big time. Then after a few more (longer) rides i got more comfortable, then fell in love with it. Give it more time, a few longer rides (not in tight quarters or traffic) and then go practice in a huuuuuge lot somewhere. You will be fine (even if you won't love it, you will get conquer it and give yourself enough time to decide what bike to move to next without having to dump it for a huge loss in a panic).
Good luck
Good luck