Having read the OP's threads and subsequent advice from others. From where I sit, this isn't about a motorcycle possibly breaking ties. This is about your suppression and you looking for a way to express your needs.
You are in a place where you feel you are ready to go out on your own and you sound ready - even taking the next step to leave the house and live in a motel. This may very well be the beginning of the next chapter or a mere snapshot in time. The only thing I have to add is keep communicating with your parents. It doesn't have to be a fight every time. I think by now they may well realize you want to hold the bull by the horns so it can be just as simple as reaching out and telling them you are safe.
I guess there must be some real cultural differences at play here. If my 19 year old, and I have one, was making 6 figures on a private enterprise that isn't illegal or immoral I would be ****ing stoked! That doesn't mean that said 19 year old no longer needs guidance. It can all **** the bed pretty quickly and then what do you have other than family.
OP, good luck to you. Getting a motorcycle isn't the be all and end all - it's just another thing. Fun as **** but still just a thing.
You are in a place where you feel you are ready to go out on your own and you sound ready - even taking the next step to leave the house and live in a motel. This may very well be the beginning of the next chapter or a mere snapshot in time. The only thing I have to add is keep communicating with your parents. It doesn't have to be a fight every time. I think by now they may well realize you want to hold the bull by the horns so it can be just as simple as reaching out and telling them you are safe.
I guess there must be some real cultural differences at play here. If my 19 year old, and I have one, was making 6 figures on a private enterprise that isn't illegal or immoral I would be ****ing stoked! That doesn't mean that said 19 year old no longer needs guidance. It can all **** the bed pretty quickly and then what do you have other than family.
OP, good luck to you. Getting a motorcycle isn't the be all and end all - it's just another thing. Fun as **** but still just a thing.