Don't fret Johnny 5, happens to the best of us. All you ever have to remember is one word, persevere.
One day, and that day may be sooner or later than others, it'll just happen, everything around you suddenly slows down, yet your quite fast and you will know and grasp what "smooth" finally means.
A word of advice if I may, in your early stages like now, ride alone as much as possible or if with others, a very small group and if possible, riders that are tenfold better than you are. There is a difference though between good riders and fast riders, you'll figure it out.
And, get on the track a few times a year if money/time permits.
Good luck.
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